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whads l0ve?
does the word exist in earth?
l0ve..it takes courage by doing so....
l0ve...its smhow derr understanding between 2...
l0ve...its knowingg how to trust them nn put them as a part of ur lifee...
l0ve...how cn i live wifout knowing wads l0ve...


nth to post tis few days..juz stayingg homee watching witch yu-hee....
i cant wait to the trip to sentosa nn the bandd campp ^^




i juz thinking of wad shld i do wif my mind stirred up tis few daes...


the sky is so clear,but why do i feel sad?i got teary-eyed wifout releasing it.i dont no since when ,im waiting for him in my dreams.ur're walking towards me.i still cant understand love,understand u...
when will de new love come?waiting for ur love.cant you come closer to me?
my love,baby my sweeet heart.
the place i prepare for u,is in my heart.i was born for u.if u come towards me,from a short moment together.
its a beautiful dream,my love.
there are lots of people who fall in love,juz lik tat.
looking at ur happy face,telling i love u thousands of times everydae.my love is coming towards me.its very warm and comfortable sometimes.
the sweet love coming around me juz lik tat.i wanna see u happy.counting the phrase i love u for thousand of times.
when will my awaiting love comes?
but my love comes when i meet u.oh my love,pls come towards me....



this is a korean song which hav been translate...
how i wish i cn giv this song to u... i♥u..[:


haha... holidae finnalyy here...but guess theres nth to do much tis june holidae..oni tat there band campp nn the restt r all homework,homework nn homework...=.=
haha...nn don forget tat theres a outing at sentosa...
sad to say...i saw u ytd...but luckily u didnt see me...but tat no1 saw that my whole expression changee...wad was reli thinking at tat time??why was i lik wanting to seee uu but...arhh..i reli don noe how to say...
arhh!!!i tot i hav oreidi forgotten uu...why does it always turns out tis way??
now i reli understand tat its hard to describe feelings tat u wann...


yesterdaee... :
went malaysia--johor--muar---yesterdae ....it totally suxx ... than is lik so unhygenicc ... haixx ... i wish to pukee out the food ...
todae...:
got tat conversational malay ... so stupid ... last lesson ... but we muz sing b4 we go lorr ... so badd ...
than in bandd , learn the song -- a whole new world ..
than at nite i chat on the phonee nn do homeworkk ...
in english period we watch the simpsons ...


i thinkk i will end my post here ... i wishh tat i cn go to bandd camp soon ...



haha><
the ppl who go -- jiongsheng fren --- me , phoebe , jacelyn , siyi , szeli , bryan , branick , andy , wua ting ...
haah ><
haha ... sorry...i don wish to post out derr whole thing so .. too badd ...
but i really enjoyed myself ... thats wad matters the most >.<



OMG !! I M FEELING SO ENTHU NOW !!! CANT WAIT TILL TMR !!!
haha !! i tmr going to jiong sheng's hse warming !!! really cant wait !! i still haven see b4 sia !!than tmr verrii weird leii ... girls lik oni me siyi phoebe jacelyn nn mayb sze li going ... than 4 guys .. haha ... don nid to say ... coz i don even no ... =.=

memories of uu in me hav been slowly fading away ... no more uu ... muz stand on my own feet lerr ... no more anything ... no more emoing ( i'll try)



haha >.> todae me joey xiaohan nn weiting go toa payoh centre meet ... haha ... we r discussing abt the gathering of our formal class ... 6e ...
we go to the macdonals at the entertainment center there to discuss ... haha .. me nn joey go buy our food eat 1st ... than we started discussing .. haha ... still not comfirm of the venue , date , time , nn wad we r going to do / play ...
than joey go back ... me weiting nn xiaohann coontinuee walking till bout 5pm ...
i go xiaohann hsee thr use com .. haha ... thankss ..
more update will be placed on the 6e class blogg ...



haixx .. im still so stupid .. i m stiill thr ...
LIKING YOU <3
HATING YOU <3
LOVING YOU <3
MISSING YOU <3
but juzz wann uu to no ...
ILY <3>

Friday, May 16, 2008 - 10:20 PM

# ...

todae nth special happen ... oni hate tat pe ... mr tan call us run our 2.4km ... haixx ... lol ... girls passing time --- aim for 18 minutes .;.. tats means 1 round is abt 2 min or so ... fast rite ...
haix .. haha ... forgetten ... HAPPI BDAE CHLORIS CHOCOLATT ><
hha ... ttodaee ... really nth happen ... readd some of the ppl derr blog .. for ?? NOTHING !!!
haizz ... todae go see how to make the dumpling .. haah ... so hardd .. than phoebe at 1st wann put her 1 in locker .. than she takk out ... nn THE WHOLE THING SPLAT OPEN !!! HAHA ><
todae ... haizz ... i saww uu at recess timee ... actually is pe tat timee ... butt ... i don giv a dam on it ... haixxx ...


guess im still missing uue ><

Thursday, May 15, 2008 - 10:09 PM

# i guess

i guess im finally free ... i guess u hav been erased frm my memory ... i guess it was juz a dream ... i guess ...
i guess im glad tat i think i hav forgotten uue .. i think tis is the mistake i've madde to improve on myself .. i guess forgetting someone is not too hard ..i guess its juz the matter of whether i wann it anot ... i guess ...
i guess tat wifout uu i will be happier ... i guess tat i hav the freedom to do anything i wann after i hav totally forgotten uu ... i guess ...
i guess tat u rr quite happy rite now .. i guess tat its the rite choice of wad u hav choosen ... i guess maybe frens or stranger mayb better than ***** ...
i guess wad i wanna guess is my choice ... i guess wifout someone beside me mak me feel beta .. tats all i wanna guess ...
maybe its a greaat thing after all ... but .. but ... HAV U BEEN ERASED IN MY MEMORIES ?? WHO CAN GIV ME THE ANSWER ??
lets recapp on wad joey tell me ytd ... haha .. i wont post tat out ... but ... but .. when i heard all tis , i really wanna cry ... but why did i look normal in schh when i saw uu todae ?? why ?? didnt i shld be sad for wad i hav heard frm joey ytd ?? but why didnt i respond to wad i hav to respond ??

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 - 9:49 PM

# happii bdae >.<

haha >.<>.< happi bade to meselff nn siyi ><
haha ... lets hear the good news 1st ...
joey , rosalind , weiting , charmian still rmb my bdae >.<>.<
haha >.<> so did jacelyn nn rumin .. they both givme pakunn >< siyi oso giv a cup to me ... haha ... i finally hav my own personal one >.<
charmian giv me some sort lik braclet to put at my hand ...
lol ... lets hear the bad news now ...
todae when assembly in skool , the dicipline master kanna keep on scolding us ... the whole skool , abt attire .. haixx .. than next , i kanna tio caught by my ankle socks ... stupid rite ?? the prefect juz call my up n pull my socks ... lame ...
next ... my chinese ... i m the oni 1 who gt A1 for chinese ... odd rite ...
haha ... after tat , my result ... --- maths , home econn nn literature kanna fail liao lorr ..
lol ... than tat stupid loh wei hao at that literature period go tak my pen ... than i kanna almost cry ...
when leaving maths homeroom to go needlework room , tat stupid zachary go mak the stupid sound effect which is super irritating 4 my mood at tat timme ...
lol ... than juz now .. when past midnite , i sms uu ... u kanna call me don chao u ... haha .. i know u 4gotten my bdae lerr ... but u oso don need call me not to chao uu ... than is lik ur words at tat timee mak me cry ...
hahah ... i noe is a goood thing tat thats a bad impression of u in my mind .. but ... haixx .. u oso donn nid treat me likk tiss der rite ... haixx .. i giv up ...

Monday, May 12, 2008 - 10:40 PM

# my results ...

ARHH !!! I DID VERY BADLY 4 MY CA1 !!!
haixx ... my paper 1 for my maths 1 oni gt 21/50 ... sad ritee .... nn my english paper 2 i gt 21.5/50... haha ... luckily my english 4 compo gt 18/30 nn my situational writing gt 19/30... muahaha ... my science paper 1 mcq luckily i gt 22/30 ... haha ... at least i didnt do quite badly rite ?
haah ><>
why juz cant i either holdd u tightly or juz let u off ... why ?? why juz still cant i put down ?? is there any answers to it ... no ... no ... THERE WONT BE ANY ANSWER TO IT ... TTRUST ME !!!
tats my life .. i wont eva gt the things i lik .. never ... the things i lik wont evaa follow ... jzu follow my way ... but why ?? ):

Sunday, May 11, 2008 - 6:48 PM

# resultss

haixx .. exam over le .. the next thing is the coming of the resultss ..
resultss .. wad r they supposed to mean ?? r they suppose to mean tat tats the end of the world ?? or izzit 4 us to celebrate 4 wad we hav achieve??
results .. it may lead me to dying .. my maths nn home econimics i bet i will surely fail tis time .. same goes to my literiture ...
but if i fail so many .. my consequences will be cannot go to bandd >??
haixx ... result really mean a part of me ... but so do u .. u hav been placed by me the 1st place in myy heart .. without uu , i cantt survivee ..

I MISS UU

Saturday, May 10, 2008 - 9:25 PM

# my day out

lets talk abt wad i lik todae :
i went to charmian hse todae .. we were discussing abt the chalat tat we r going to organise tis june holidae ... after all tis , abt 3pm , her mum ask me whether 1 wann2 go to swimming wif themm .. haha ... obviously i did go wif them in the end ... nn it was extremly FUN >><<
haha... i go home takk my clothes 1st ... than i go eat wif them ... so nicee ...
we went to the swiming placee at abt 6pm .. haha ....
we change our clothes nn JUMP IN TO THE POOL !!!
we was there lik xiao derr ... siiting at the slide there , collecting water ... nn ... MUAHAHA... letting the water flow to hit the ppl at the bottom !!!
after tat , we go hav a wash up nn go eat our dinner ..
OMG !!! TAT DINNER WAS SO HOT !!!
charmian was there drinking water again nn again ...
nn charmain was the slowest eater among us .. hahah ...
after eating , we went home ... i had a very fun time wif her nn her familyy ><
lets talk abt wad i hatre todae :
todae ... poh leong go top up his prepaid card , nn my card now no money lerr .. so bad lorr ...
haixx .. i juz feel lik reading ur blogg ... but u don wanna givv me .. so .. nvm... >< :(

Friday, May 09, 2008 - 10:28 PM

# slacking timee !!

MUAHAHA ><>
HAHA >< todae after skool , i went home to hav a shower nn go back rite to j8 agn ...
its juz time 4 slacking ><
haha ><><>< : rosaling :) audrey :) towkai ... nn sinclair :) oso ><
haha ><><
haha ... renae yuting nn priscilla was announced '' missing '' ... me nn leechee go find the whole of library nn j8 ... but still cant find .. than we went back ... nn ... nn ... they was juz at the childrens corner in the library ...
lol ... than michelle go back 1st ... then the rest of us go to amk to slackk ...
abt 3.30pm ... we leave frm the carpark whr we stay therre 4 abt 1 hourr ...
go leechee hse after tat to tak moneyy to hav our latee lunchh ..
4 oclock ... me nn leechee go food court eat ><
slack 4 2hours in amkk than go back ...
haha ... exam kanna finally overr ...
haixx .. u still don wan giv me ur blogg add nn i don wan care lerr ... since is ur personal 1 , y shld i hav to read it ... ur world , ur life , i don wanna caree ... juz tat 1 condition ... u happi cn lerr ...

Thursday, May 08, 2008 - 10:10 PM

# wad the ...

lets talk abt wad happen todae 1st ... went to j8 nn saw chloris chong wif constance .. haha ... than oso saw weiting >.< .... than kanna being nagged todae 4 going home so late.. nn tats is oni abt 12.30pm ... than , i go weiting hse to revise at nite ... than zhihao oso gt go ... than go till 10pm than go homee ... let back to the topic ... WAD THE HELL!!! u kanna go change der url 4 ur blog ... nn i m geting so annoyed by tat ... u don even wanna tell me the url ... nn u call me to SLOWLY find .. u wan me go die iziit ??
dont u eva no i hav no patience 4 tis ?? nn still , i call uu nn u lik verii happy lettat ...
wads the problem wif u ?? wad hav i done wrong tat uu hav to TORTURE me liikk tis .. juz wad ???

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 - 10:21 PM

# naive

NAIVE...wads the meaning of tat ?? ...
NAIVE...it means tat lacking of experience or judgement...
Sometimes i hav been wondering....M I BEING TOO NAIVE OR WAD...
也许我真是太天真了!!
Many things in my heart...i hav been trying to overcomee it by faking myself...
I hav juz been thinking the opposite way of how people look at me...
BUT WADS THE POINT OF THINKING THE OPPOSITE WAY....
WHEN THINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!!!
So izzit m i being too naive??trying to think tat nothing hav happen beforee...

Tuesday, May 06, 2008 - 9:50 PM

# thinking abt it

haixx .. i smtimes really wonders wads love ... nn i hav been thinking through if u hav eva lik me ....
all the thing i remember rr past of me nn uu ... but i no u hav oreidi forgett lerrh .. haixx ... i no i mm juz damm super irritating ... even ppl see me oso some bu shuang leerr ... but ... but ... i really cant forget uu ... how ... ?? in wad wayy .. than i cn forget uu ?? who cn tell me ?? who ... ?? no1 ....
izzit juz liikiing sm1 so diifficullt or wad ?? juz lik sm1 oso gt wrong meh ?? how i really wish i cn forget all tis .. juz be as innocent as dunno anything abt it ... but .... its my heart ... i really oso cant control who i lik nn how to forget rite ...
is the word 'l0ve' my worst enemy ?? or izzit i juz cant put it down after so many things hav happen ...
how i wish juz sm1 cn help me out wif tis ...

Monday, May 05, 2008 - 10:13 PM

# death ??

hiax .. todae english paper 2 ... so hard lo ... i hav forgotten how to rite abt summary liao ... tats tat stupid prob ... so i juz anyhow fit in 1 answer lo .. lame ..
haha ... todae at 1st wanna go back peiichun der .. but than the sercurity say tat coz they almost hav exam liao so cannot go disturb them lo ... than ... haha ... its good tat we cant go ... coz after which , me weiting yimunn nn sasha go to xiaohan hse slack ..
after putting our baggi at xiaohan hse , we decided to go toa payoh centre to hav our early lunch ... at 1st , we go fork nn spoon der .. than coz too many ppl .. so change to MC ... than weiting don wann eat .. so at last go long john ... lol ...
we go walk walk nn went back to xiaohan hse ... i was there listenin to xiaohan playing piano .. the others were playing computer ..
sasha was the 1st 1 to go ... follow by yimunn nn me ... hahah ... but we hav lots fun ... nn we intending to go bugis tak neoprint tmr ... MUAHAHA !!
haix ... back to the main topic ... how i wish i no the tatse of death ... its juz lik out of de sudden i think of tat .. weird rite ... =.= ... but ... who noes how it tatse lik ... no 1 even tried b4 ... who will lik to hav a try ... who ? no1 rite ... but ... izit coz i cant put u down so i hav tis thing in my mind ??
DEATH---WADS THE MEANING OF TAT ?? who cn juz ... juz tell me ... haiix ... why m i juz so lik bo bian to think of all this ?? why ?? but ... giving it a try is might as well as say 'buaiss' to every1 ...

Sunday, May 04, 2008 - 9:49 PM

# who can tell me why ..

WOAH !!! i super damm excited sia !!! tmr finallly going back to peichuun !! MY SECOND HOMMEE !!! i finally wait until tmr ... ooo .... i cant even wait !!!
haix ... sad .... y still cant i forget u ... its juz so hard ... i no u juz hate me alot ... but ... ITS REALLY VERY HARD 4 ME TO FORGET UU .. I really dunno how ... but ... haix ...
y is juz forgeting u so hard 4 me to do .... its juz forgeting sm1 ... sm1 which is once my very close fren ... sm1 ... who i juz really cant forget 4eva ?? who noes ... i really wanna forget uu .. so i could at least live in a world which is really my live ... but not here wannting to forget you but cantt .. is juz forgeting sm1 so difficult ... i tot i hav put down all my past ... but why ?? why juz cant i forget uu ....

Saturday, May 03, 2008 - 9:11 PM

i dream i wishh it to be ...

still gt 1 week of exam paper to go .. i feel lik dying sia ... i nv even revise ... especially home economicss ... haixx .... surely fail der lorr ..
i hav been thinking through in my mind ... wad hav i really done wrong ? wad had change ?? the attitude frm u lettme feel very scare .. lik u r having a 360 degree change ... i felt tat it was me -- the 1 who make u change to a person who u dont lik to be ; a person --- not the mirror image of uu ... juz wad had really happen -- for the past 1 month 1 day ... i really hope it was juz a dreamm ....