Thursday, March 31, 2011 - 9:29 PM
my mood swing is like getting worst and worst.
cause i really cant stand her, i just cant.
i just still cant accept the fact that it's over between us.
why just things can go back the way it used to be? why?
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 - 10:16 PM
schools is fine,
just that i have a little mood swing today.
things are bothering me. :/
long day ahead tmrw.
dont wanna take 2.4km, i've got MC and tmrw is the last day anyway.
im sorry.
i really didnt know that was your greatest regret.
really really sorry.
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 - 10:42 PM
oh my, i really don't know what i want now.
someone told me something which i don't know to believe or not.
but it is killing my braincells still. :/
if really have that chance, i really want things to get back to how it used to be. :/
[which is like impossible i know. :( ]
Monday, March 28, 2011 - 11:18 PM
i really dont quite understand myself.
what now? you are seeking a revenge isit?
isit that because you remembering me saying that i dont like that particular person thats why you are so close with whoever it is just to make me pissed?
oh please, if thats really the case, WAKE UP MAN! stop being so childish of you!
you are no longer young anymore!~
- 10:32 PM
omg, spent my day coughing.
tired much! :X
wlf nehver come! like HELL YAYNESS!
but emilycheng took over her period.
abit dramatic, but at least i did learn smth out of it!
way better then wlf for sure!
ohoh!
my ezlink is still nowhere to be found. sad.
now even my post-it was gone!~
:/
我真的很矛盾；
我到底是喜欢你，
我到底是喜欢你，
还是痛恨你？
Sunday, March 27, 2011 - 10:55 PM
27th, 4th month.
27th today,
我想你也是渐渐得忘记了吧？
所有的一切，对你已不重要了。
你已展开你新的人生，
而我还是默默的困在这个角落。
有时候，我不时地问我自己，
一切值得吗？
不放弃又何必呢？
只是一个人在争取，一个人再受伤害，
又何必呢？
为何那么傻？值得吗？
Saturday, March 26, 2011 - 10:57 PM
sad to know that,
i just cant change the fact that i still regard you as my eveerything.
Friday, March 25, 2011 - 10:03 PM
went late for school today,
and fuck that school lost my ezlink.
and im not going band tmr, not allowed.
you were once my dream im chasing for,
but now, everything seems to be surfacing to tell me not to.
Thursday, March 24, 2011 - 9:31 PM
gosh feeling so sick today!
highest hitting 39*C, super pro right??
not going school tmr, got one day MC.
means i'll be like missing HEAVY SUBJECTS LEHHS.
see how lo. :/
and still got test tmr!~ ARGHHS!
ohyeah, and i dont fucking hell live for you thanks.
for instances, i love those eyecontact made.
but, im just fucking jealous still.
cause i still does not know the hard truths.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011 - 6:49 PM
today's lesson simply sucks.
sleeping period for me. super tired.
the only part i like is that i used twitter during acelearning and english!
great sense of achievement teehees!
i think im all ready to let go,
just that i need to know the truth before doing so.
but, i still love you.
♥
Tuesday, March 22, 2011 - 10:41 PM
im seriously speechless of what you are doing right now.
Monday, March 21, 2011 - 11:48 PM
first day of school, and it just sucks.
biology start on reproduction in human le.
GCR LIKE LOL ONLY.
went janine's house.
homework kills, im serious.
just finish handing in wlf de proj.
my topic on happiness.
I WANT MY HAPPINESS.
and, i totally don't give a shit le.
english, youjustsuckstyvm.
what the fuck you want?
you think i will like even care?
SORRY NO.
too bad if you are disappointed.
but YOU DON'T NEED TO BE SO CHEAP.
only super disgusting.
Sunday, March 20, 2011 - 8:40 PM
last day of holiday le!
totally no mood to complete my work, at home slack slack ard only!
gosh, i really miss talking to you badly.
someone please tell me what to do!
Saturday, March 19, 2011 - 5:47 PM
homework still not done!
maybe should really stay home and rush tmr,
and im not gna freaking care about eng proj till she chase, im serious.
我一定能学会 在想你的时候不难过
♥
Friday, March 18, 2011 - 11:37 PM
biology supp today, started on reproduction in plants,
and i managed to clear alittle doubt on my CNS, eyes and hormones~
CSU vs LEGENDUNITED.
i did went, but i think you weren't that happy to see me there.
but please, i go there is not to see you la, is to play my basketball okays!(:
i've re-read through those messages again and again.
i really missed the past, and managed to know some truth today.
2nd day le, hereby saying goodnight to you~
Thursday, March 17, 2011 - 10:00 PM
4mths ago, now.
music exchange with huayi, jurongville, navalbase, bendemeer and evergreen!
was great yeah, except the fact that was a little tiring, but fun.
well, 19 more days to syf, GO GO GO!
17th today, i've made up my mind.
i promise i WILL NOT irritate you anymore.
i will not send anymore goodnight msgs, cause i know you fking hell get irritated.
your last goodbye said to me was 4months ago; exactly.
♥
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 - 10:04 PM
Memories are just PAST moments.
yes, we will still miss the past, but we cant always live in the past, in our memories.
Because its alr over, and we should look towards the present and future.
Monday, March 14, 2011 - 11:51 PM
SEOUL GARDEN WITH LAMERS,
TOTALLY AWESOME! ♥
Sunday, March 13, 2011 - 10:50 PM
boonkeng for homework again!
with siyi, yyy, gangwei and junyu~
thanks gangwei for helping me with chemistry, i managed to finish the whole set!
and also junyu for some maths questions la!~
oh ya,
really thanks gangwei, yyy and junyu for cheering me up in the bus.
although their method is like super weird and funneh!
but really appreciate alot!^^
dinner at sumo house and then GONGCHA!
OMG SUPER NICE!
tmr cupwalker and seoul garden!
cant wait! :D
sometimes, i really want you to get out from my life.
Saturday, March 12, 2011 - 11:56 PM
I will wait for you, until I have no more reason to wait anymore.
- 10:32 PM
you made me cry.
1st day of holiday.
like fuck only.
the worst one ever.
you said your words,
and i promise what i said.
i WILL NOT irritate them anymore,
you can very well take my words.
i meant what i say.
this is the second time,
only you will make this cry happen.
tyvm.
i bey you dont even know how much it hurts inside.
Friday, March 11, 2011 - 10:32 PM
first things first,
i passed all my subjects! :D
happyhappy.
but i believe i can do better if i work much harder!
(:
last day of term one. everything happens like yesterday.
today.
sad day.
things happen.
cherish those around you when you still can.
-japan tsunami. disasters coming.
pray hard all this disaster will stop. seriously.
it is really indeed scary.
我现在只想好好珍惜和你在一起的时光。。。
Wednesday, March 09, 2011 - 9:51 PM
guess what!
i think i pass my english this time round! (:
22/40 for the test! :D
got some stupid leadership talk by CCIP.
please, high achiever is still like better 100times can!
conclusion, todays workshop is a total waste of time.
conclusion, todays workshop is a total waste of time.
thanks alot uhs!
:/
i want to hear that 'thankyou' again from you once more..
Sunday, March 06, 2011 - 10:06 PM
went boonkeng with siyi, grace and leon for homework.
and im not gna do cme and english, no way mans!
i guess, maybe, im giving up.
because i know that things won't get back the way it was, the way it used to be.
Saturday, March 05, 2011 - 5:45 PM
have been chiong-ing homework this few days! expect those for WLF de!
and im going siyi house tmr, boonkeng, but not for the reason that everyone thinks!
is cause i need complete all my homework with her help!
have band today.
tired much uhs!
did nothing much really today.
:/
sometimes, i really wonder what i really want,
what is it that is in your mind.
what are we both now?
- 5:38 PM
黄丽玲-分手需要练习
黄丽玲-分手需要练习
谈起关於你的话题
终於可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近
我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起
原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过
Wednesday, March 02, 2011 - 6:29 PM
lessons were boring today.
maths mock exam, i got 83/160, which is like a low cause just pass. :/
biology respiration test got 12/20! need to buck up!
english and cme, was a torture,
gonna summit her work by latest next week? SPARE ME PLEASE!
dont even feel like doing!
feelings started to fade of day by day,
but it is still there, cause i dont want to let go,
but you are a different you now. what can i do?
i still like you.
Tuesday, March 01, 2011 - 9:19 PM
i am happy today, extremely! :D
well, you have really change.
i really don't recognize you now.
and maybe for now, i found out that i'm getting a little tired holding on to it.