If only; ♥.

Friday, December 31, 2010 - 12:03 AM

within 24hours more,

a brand new year, 2011, will starts!

so lets leave all the unhappiness behind and look ahead.

and i wish for a nice ending and a better start!

SERIOUSLY! :(

well, gna have a countdown at revival nation church later.

and hopefully it will be fun!

tonning there too!

so, ADVANCED HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! (:

same goes to you too.

Thursday, December 30, 2010 - 11:29 PM

went to watch soccer at bishan active today.

express vs normal.

7-4.

quite boring uh,

did play abit of bball cause too bored.

bishan active>arcade>s-11>home.

i thought you were there but you wont.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010 - 11:38 PM

badminton today!

fun! (:

with renae, beiting, donna, weiliang, angus and edmund!

badminton, donuts and dinner! (:

and going out with them is real fun,

no worries to think of! (:

tomorrow,

wish me luck people.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010 - 11:33 PM

one for all;

all for one?

had band and did some marching and video-ing today.

and i went out with my baby Cheryl!

amk>orchard ion>bugis>chompchomp! (:

i run out of money after buying three clothes,

and, the food at chompchomp was awesome!(: eat till damn full!

and we didnt alight at the right stop, which make us take one big round! :/

omg contradicting! i dont even know what im posting! (:

well, cant wait for badminton tmr! (:

- 12:27 AM

Monday, December 27, 2010 - 12:14 AM

well, exactly one month past yeah!

time flies like a fast only,

and all seems like it just past yesterday.

i've been forcing myself to eat a lot of chocolate since just now,

but this method doesn't makes me happier.

how?

i just can't stop thinking about the past.

Saturday, December 25, 2010 - 11:20 PM

christmas this year is ending in 35mins time.

and SANTA haven grant me my wish yet,

well, maybe i should change my wish,

for him to be happy,

& that's all i ask for, santa.

- 3:07 AM

well,

i hope my attitude didn't scare you off just now,

cause that is just the real me.

- 2:01 AM

APPETIZING YEAH?

brownie with vanilla ice-cream!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

this is my first year celebrating Christmas!

and yes! lots of fun! (:

just came back from revival nation church and the countdown with the guys out there!

so fun, so cool and happening! (:

games, performances, food and lots more!

all prepared by the stuffs, leaders out there!

THANKYOUSOMUCH! ^^

took loads of pictures too!

should wait for them to upload! (:

well, merrychristmas to you too. (;

Friday, December 24, 2010 - 2:08 AM

Thursday, December 23, 2010 - 11:22 PM

I DISLIKE COUPLES!

did nothing today also,

just rotting at home.

and i can't stop laughing about how me and Renae was crazy over the phone last night. (:

all those CHILDHOOD memories. ^^

tomorrow,

christmas eve,

rev award!

i'm really gna enjoy myself there for sure!

我，已经受够了。

怎么办？我快要崩溃了。

- 12:36 AM

as i said, i will be happier today,

and yeah, i wasted my whole day doing NOTHING!

just listening to music and thinking of stuffs..

well, should i go church later in the afternoon to make myself more happy?

or just stay at home to finish up my homework?

chiristmas in 2days time!

rev tmr!

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 - 12:37 AM

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 - 11:36 PM

i believe that;

TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER!

so, i'm just living for tomorrow!

Monday, December 20, 2010 - 11:29 PM

today supposingly went to find tingting for lunch. (:
so went to church to have it; yihui was there!

did heart-to-heart talk too! (:

went quiet time with tingting, yihui, chenxi and raymond after that.

tingting and chenxi did help me pray.

but i still cant feel the presence of it. :/

ended the quiet time near to 4!

so rush down bishan active for basketball.

beiting, carlina, angus, weiliang and edmund. (:

renae didn't manage to make it cause i think she overslept. -.-

play, slack and watch others play soccer;

then headed to j8 for dinner @ subway; mayuki came.

after dinner walkwalk with mayuki.

kanna stalk by ongxunqin and joe lee!

joke?

we try to avoid them.

end up xunqin dont let mayuki board the bus; damn it.

i'm feeling so confuse now,

so tired of everything.

i feel like just ending it.

Sunday, December 19, 2010 - 10:26 PM

today had great fun today in church!(:

get to know who shueting is!

lucky christine come picked me up,

if not i'll me like a mad woman searching for someone with pink bag! :D

service was fun!

sit w/ winnie today,

cause yihui having tuition.

have lunch and blahblah!

movie screening!

'LUSTER' if im not wrong!

nicenice although meaning abit too qhim for me!

after that help out a little and went back home!

fun day, make my worries go away.

- 12:05 AM

我的心很难受。

Saturday, December 18, 2010 - 11:17 PM

- 1:59 AM

i lost my voice. :(

Friday, December 17, 2010 - 11:26 PM

so;

just took a little nap,

and i dream of you, a nightmare,

just hope that reality will runs out smoothly yeah?

&&
people nowadays are falling sick.

do take care and drink plenty of water yeah;

- 3:10 AM

bye blog;

i wont be updating my blog like the style last time.

gonna change to a new one; happier one.

so, BYE! :D

- 2:25 AM

算了；放弃吧！

Thursday, December 16, 2010 - 12:06 AM

16th.

today, the 16th,

this day won't be the same anymore from this month onward.

you are leading quite a happy life now yeah?

i'm happy for you.

seriously,

can time be rewind?

rewind until 27november'10.

or even before that!

trust me,

i may just do anything stupid to change your mind if i could.

我真的很想很想你，

不想失去你。

回来吧，好吗？

我还喜欢你。

Wednesday, December 15, 2010 - 2:19 AM

one more day.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 - 12:54 AM

2more days.

this is reality.

feeel so fuckup now.

i didnt know the outcome will be like this when i found out.

FML.

why did i even went INTO it.

Monday, December 13, 2010 - 12:19 AM

is like a 3 more days.

Sunday, December 12, 2010 - 1:12 AM

how?

Saturday, December 11, 2010 - 12:38 AM

i find myself contradicting.

one moment i told myself to let go,

another i keep on talking about him.

what is wrong with me?

i really dislike myself. :/

some things just come and go,

so, just might as well let it be.

Friday, December 10, 2010 - 12:44 AM

林峰记得忘记

明天过后,来挥一挥手
天高地厚,就此各自畅游
忘记玩偶,忘不了荡过千秋
纵使双手多么紧扣亦要走
从此以后,谁也不回头
一早热透,汗水切勿倒流
忘记没有,忘不了路过沙丘
爱到枯干都找不到绿洲

你在我记忆旅行,每步也惊心
跟你踏过许多足印,舍不得转身
你赠我太多见闻,拿不走的热吻
多努力放低,偏不会忘记,苦恋纪念品

纯属过路风筝不懂爱别人
浮沙满地,沉重的传奇
沙粒极重,任她浸没眼眉
忘记道理,忘不了亦会别离
在你掌心之中刻上自己

宁愿以后只可分享半滴

♥

i guess, i should really know how to let go before i get hurt even deeper.

Thursday, December 09, 2010 - 10:10 AM

事到如今，我还是没能把你放下？

- 12:24 AM

也许你的离开也是爱 ♥

Monday, December 06, 2010 - 7:30 PM

i wish you die .

Sunday, December 05, 2010 - 11:33 PM

that information disgust me.

hope it wasn't true.

- 1:14 AM

i just don't

get it.

why people just tend to not feel contented in the things then own.

and keep complaining negatively on the things the have.

nehver once know how to appreciates it before it is totally gone.

and whenever it is gone,

they will just blame themselves for not cherishing and treasuring them well in the past?

have it, cherish it, and nehver regret.

我已经想通了，

我没有理由握着你不放，

我应该懂得如何放开，

已保留那曾有的回忆。

你一直避开我也不是办法，

我们真的连朋友都当不成吗？

难道就只能像陌生人一样的沟通与交流吗？

这是我最后一次答应我自己说的话了。

我真的真的很想你。

我想回到过去，

就如梦一般，

永远都不要苏醒过来，

我只想留在那一段美好的回忆里，

和你单独在一起。。。

回忆与过去，再见。

Saturday, December 04, 2010 - 11:13 PM

Something ends, because there is something better lined up in the future.

- 7:55 AM

i just want to tell you that, IGNORING ME DOESN'T HELP.

Friday, December 03, 2010 - 10:46 PM

since you already make it clear that you don't want me to have further misunderstanding,

and i really don't want you to ignore nor avoid me.

i will do what you will wish me to do,

: try to forget you.

♥

but still; imissyou.

- 12:12 AM

# your post

your post.. :/

is there really no return?

i want back my past, & those memories we once shared together.

i want you.

& that is all i need.

i do not want anyone else.

我会等你的。