Friday, October 10, 2014 - 11:44 PM
Pursuing my future.
Because its about time to start thinking about my future.
My last semester of polytechnic is gonna start after next week, and this 7weeks of work at the polyclinic do give me a much clearer view on what i really want for my future.
So is giving a try for MOHH scholarship what i really want? NO.
Honestly, given my grades and my not so rich environment im living in, its kinda already impossible for me to get into a university. Futuremore, im those kind of laidback people and just wanna have a carefree life and enjoy myself with minimal complications in life, WHY WOULD I IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD WANT TO FUTURE MY STUDIES?
Then what make me actually think of giving MOHH scholarship a try previously?
Well, i guess part of it was definitely due to PEER PRESSURE.
Almost everyone around me have an aim, a goal to achieve, except me.
I would guess it actually makes me look down on myself eventually.
Next, family. Cause my family actually biased towards my brother who have better grades and brighter future than me.
But why did i change my mind now?
Given the good pay to be a Pharmacist, it actually comes with great responsibility.
Then since as a PT i will also be assigned task to do like problem solving and stuff, why stress myself with something i dont like, like taking leadership and holds a responsibility which i might not be able to handle? I must admit that i do not work pretty well with stress.
So with that, PT for life yay. ZZZ.
Friday, October 03, 2014 - 10:39 PM
Cause some things in life tell me to start blogging again so for some rant and stuff.
And ohwell why not since my memory isnt that good so lets jot all my memory down here.
Today, finally meet up with this kid after 53weeks... WAIT WHAT 53WEEKS THATS LONG I THOUGHT ONLY HALF A YEAR HAVE GONE BY! Nevertheless, a rather good catchup with him to hear about his love life awwww last long boss see you again NEXT YEAR HAHAHAH! ><
And yes this, finish my 3 weeks of attachment at NHG polyclinic and now im back there, not as a student, but as a tempt staff, a PA! i do really learn a lot from them as they are constantly teaching me in different way everyday. i really hope that i can be back there as a PT for life maybe since its so near my house too but i guess there would not be a chance since they are like hinting me that there does not need anymore staff though lesigh. :/ whywhywhy. but i do enjoy my stay there without that cheena which is like fucking arrogant and think that he is always right. OHWELLS. LIFE GOES ON.
