now i find smth verii odd..why does the word which ends wif the word''ship''nv hav a happi ending..''relationship'',''frenship''..all tis, i guess,wont even hav a happi ending..maybe it doesnt falls for every1..but it falls for me...having all tis words,or all tis events is a torture to me in life..''relationship''--i will breakk down for dunno wad the hell is tat stupid reason nn cry..''frenship''--my frens will nv eva gt along well wif me..why does my life feels so torturing for me??
happi bdaee too uu todaee..i thinkk i havv giv u thee gift i wanna givv uu..i guess..is tat not to irritatted uu anymore..its hard but i'll try..dunno howw uu celebrate ur bdaee todaee..hopee uu rr happi..thats all in neeed..oh ya...i l0ve the toyy toyy samuell givv me...北京欢迎你..so cutee...bestt wishess to uu...
haixx...ur bdae is coming around 3 daes time..nn on tat daee,thr is bandd..shld i eva say a happi bdae 2 u as u nv said to me on my bdae..or shld i act lik i don even rmb?but wad if i don rmb?i guess the bandd will oso no nn ''celebrate''...or maybe not..as uu say tat u will not come till ur 'o' lvl endss....so wad shld ii do?
todae,we hav our GYSB concert>
the most suprising part of the concert is a vediio!!!i think it was made by the alumni!!thanks!!!i think tat the vedio is super touching!!!i wanna cry!!!!;)
we was so enthu in the concert!!!moving about,than lik waving when the alumni r performing!!
i really enjoy myselff!!thanks GYSB!!!
lets talk back the main topic....
i think todae is the last dae i saw u...perherps till after ur o level...haha...when i saw uu juz now,i don now why m i lik fuming mad!!i quickily walk out of the way uu r going!!!i think tats was a rite thing to do...
hahaa...than juz now,a person say hi to me...but sad to say,it was not uu...
don even no how long hav i not talk to u...i reallly miss it...
speaking the truth,i miss uu..
arhh!!!i hate myselffff!!i actually 4gotten tat 2 days agoo...NO!! is 3mths 2daes ago,i acceptt uu...i m so dumb nn forgettful to forget this.. :(haixx...i reallly dunno hw to face uu..everytime i look at uu,i quickly turn back...cant this cycle be change?lik can we juz say to be normal fren??thats all i wish for...i really nv regret tat i lik uu once..i oni regret i nv treasure u well...if u r really angry wif me for saying uu bu shuang,the oni thing i wann say is juz a sorri...
yay!!!bandd camp finish lerr...but verii tired...oso almostt fall sickk in bandd campp...
YOSHI RAWKSS!!!YOSHI ALL THE WAY!!!but lots of ppl in yoshi group fall sick,too...
really enjoy myself in bandd campp..but the meals is rather sianxxxx!!!!everydae almost the same thing der lorr..
hiaxx...really tired...ytd at midnite bout 1am being called up of bed..we need to move to the bandd room to slp...the floor so hard...haixx..but the camp is rather short..
YOSHI RAWKSS!!!YOSHI ALL THE WAY!!!yoshi finally hav a beta score than gaia!!
lets talk abt smth which i hate in thee camp...everytime i saw uu,my face will turn all black...oso dunno y...
juz now,go to ur bunk to let weisheng do the cube,oso going to see u,but uu nt thr..i felt abit dissapointted..haixx..oso dunno wad i m thinking now...
miss uu..
haha..todae go watch the concert..so nice..how i wish i chld watch it again..dunno i shld me happi or sad..tmr bandd camp...than verii busy packing juz now..cant wait to tmr..but i dunno wad will happen during bandd campp..haixx..hope tat nth will happen tmr..
haixx..its oreidi thee 2nd week of holidae lurhh..it pastt so fast lurhh..i haven even do a single homework..i guess..i cant wait to the bandd camp held on next mondae..it will sure be lots fun..but before tat,i cant wait to go to the esplanade to watch the bandd concertt..i really hav nth to post..shld end my post here..one last thing..i hate u..
i dunno if i shld be happy or sad todae..todae is whr nn when we hav break for 2 mths...really dunno how i feel now..hard to explain..i find it really odd...thnks for giving me such a good past to rmb..i really appreciate..pls giv me time to put u down...i will try..u tell me tat i shldnt be thanking u..u told me tat it is wad i choose to let me rmb does things..u oso tell me tat its my choice to make a good or bad memory..but thanks...i will rmb tat n i will try to forget u..
why m i thinking of uu aagain?izzit coz tat i feel tat i hav left wif some hope?but its nt true..ur heart is eif another girl...i guess...rmbing wad hppen 2 mths ago...april full dae...oso we hav been together 4 3weeks..but the following dae,we break...why is every relationship of mine so unsuccessfully?izzit i hav no luck or wad in tis type of thing?my brain,my heart will be falling apart soon if i don gt the answer i muz gt..