school is usual tday.
expect for the fact that have some talks and band after school,
but coach ernest was there la! :D
dinner with tian and tom after the talk,
and even went atrium for chitchat session! (:
manage to somehow sort my heart now,
the only thing now is, i shldnt have cared.

motivational course ended yesterday.
fun, miss all those coaches and stuff,
today, school back to normal, can die uh~
want sleep liaos lurhh like a boring only.
tmr is worst.
sch>band>some stupid talks. -.-
2nd month past.
still trying to get use.
2nd day of motivational talk.
found out that im a I and S personality; left-brainer and learn by auditorial!
(:
huddle game or whatever was fun too!
ohmy, just hate your stupid attitude!
why have you become like this?
had motivational talk today,
the 1st one.
need suffer another like 2more days! sian.
accompanied tom for a haircut,
hope he dont get caught tmr,
if not, someone is being real biased.
well,
BGR,
important but not urgent.
so, time to slowly put down and care for my studies.
i guess, its really over.
band today,
tired much.
junior joke.
fuck.
you aren't replying.
and i'm giving up of asking.
3rd week of school have passed,
and everything seems back on track after the holiday.
more use to the school life and band now!
well, had biology just now.
nerves system.
mrazlan bought a blue ball and was demostrating it to us.
and,
this is the 1st time is see you smile till damn happy! cute ttm!
hahaha omg me mad le.
but i really wish to see you smile more! cheers!^^
i really hope each day can get even better.
went celebrating grace and jiongsheng birthday today!
fun! it have been long since i hang out with them! (:
pe, captain's ball, (:
潘玮柏-我们都怕痛
她说她再也不相信真爱
我能给的安全感也用完
原本的孤单已变成不安
想看穿却又放不下依赖
看着她低头勇敢牵着她就走
别怕只要在一起就能穿越黑昼
她的眼睛说爱太迷人却猜不透
她的脆弱只有我能看懂
我们都怕痛但又好想试着牵手
两颗心隐藏在背后不敢承诺
不想再难过丢弃回忆重新来过
让我永远牵着你把手给我
她说她再也不相信真爱
我能给的安全感也用完
原本的孤单已变成不安
想看穿却又放不下依赖
看着我低头她说她愿跟我走
好怕让她心碎的痛又反覆折磨
我的眼睛说笑或泪我都会守候
她是我唯一执着的执着
我们都怕痛但又好想试着牵手
两颗心隐藏在背后不敢承诺
不想再难过丢弃回忆重新来过
让我永远牵着你把手给我
我们都怕痛但又好想试着牵手
两颗心隐藏在背后不敢为爱承诺
不想再难过丢弃回忆重新来过
让我永远牵着你把手给我
让我永远牵着你把手给我
16th.
要学会适应。
久了,麻木了。
had breakfast early morn w/ jj alex and yw before band!
sectionals for band,
practice one spore flyer and merry widow!
lunch at atrium and off to beatty sec for badminton w/ jj they all.
im tired,
but i still cant let go.
why?
all common test finish,
and i think i did very badly this time.
well, ytd that keychain of mine came off,
does it mean smth bad?
能否重新来过?
我想了很久,
还是选择放弃算了。
CHEMISTRY AND POA COMMON TEST,
IM SO GNA FLUNG IT!
kinda mad today,
went SRJC with zen, elyeannie, janine and eleanor.
and that jc just stress me out with studies!
saying what: january and got people started studying le. -.-
joke much.
能不能重新来过?
today,
common test for SS, e-maths and F&N~
like a crazy la so many in one go~
band, didn't went,
but rather, we studied outside!
gotten a B3 for o level chinese! :D

are we still friends?
i am suppose to be happy today.
but some things just simply spoil my mood.
had sec 1 orientation today.
total slack.
sihui didn't bring score so we must copy down, and the playing was screwed.
blahblahblah until don't know what time end,
then go LJS for lunch.
went SP insteas of NP,
cause heard that NP is better in business. -.-
but also, kanna scammed for the ride to SP.
elyeannie, tom, alex, jj, dk, haoen.
toured ard some engineering course. TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED.
AND GUESS WHAT!
saw someone in like seriously coincident and it just totally spoils my mood.
being like ignore throughout?
as in like you don;t give a fucking shit!
fuck.
but yeah, thanks to the cotton candy and my new tagger bag,
it just cheers me up!
im tired of all this,
can you just treat me the way you are suppose to just like last time?
HAHAHAAHAH! :D
i survived this week! *claps!*
2free period for both history and HCL today,
that makes it 4free period,
and all i did was chat, stare at someone stupid and play card with those guys! (:
went helping up prepare gift for those sec ones,
and PLAY MUSIC using percussion instrument! fun ttm!(:
have sec one cca orientation and going ngeeann tmr!
hope will be fun.
^^
live the way u wan then u wont regret living.
3RD DAY TODAY!
laugh laugh laugh for almost all the periods!
andand. the OM take away the toilet sign outside our door! :(
then band played bad romance and started on s'pore flyer!
the rhythm is like idk what the hell i playing sia! diff frm 1st sax de. :(
well, just finish chatting with angus about the class sitting plan on phone,
hope it works cause i really dont wanna sit behind this time!
second day of school,
a little better then yesterday,
happier then yesterday,
more tired then yesterday.
i just hope each day will get more and more better.
first day of school, and it totally sucks.
well,
ONE MORE DAY LEFT AND MY HOMEWORK STILL NOT DONE!
meet tom downstair just now for a little maths help,
and im meeting alex and weiliang tmr for maths again!-.-
hope can get all maths done by tomorrow.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
im finally back frm RN.
everything was just so happening!
and really, i did have fun there!
(:
i should get sleeping soon!
mac for breakfast and now backed home.
a brand new year, a brand new chapter opens.
1.1.11
i'll be making a wish at 11:11.