well, 0 lvl chinese ytd, GG le. :/
had science study camp today. tired only.
but im glad i aren't in the same group as you.
I should have never cared. But I did care. And I cared a lot. And I still fucking care.
i don't wanna be replaced. ♥
'O' lvl chinese tmrw.
and i sudden feel the stress. how?
plus he is also in my mind disturbing my peace.
i WANNA DIE already. :(
朋友,却消失的无影无踪?
maybe, some things are just not meant to be. ♥
it's the 27th, how have you been?
i've been waiting for you to reply my text, but you didn't.
should i still carry on waiting?
parents meeting today.
hmmm not much comments, but only to my English la sianness!
l1r3: 23 ; l1r5: 30!
thats like a lousy only i know. :/
did some time alone outside class just now, think alot, really.
and had h2h talk with mayuki.
i've think it through,
just one day,
when that day comes, i'll walk to you and ask if i can be friend with you, again.
not bad de day,
intensive in an air-conditionaled room, how great!
english oral.. WAS A BULLY.
jiongsheng go drop my pen make it no ink.
after school: j8>koi>home.
did enroll in maths tuition! finally! ^^V
someone, claim coming from the mental hospital just called me,
and im thinking whether to enrolled. HAHAH!
if not seeing me will make you happy,
i'll promise i disappear from your life.
those moments right before you go to bed & you're practically forced to think about all the things you tried so hard to forget.
another boring day of intensive mothertongue. :/
i sleep 20min during mock exam.
but just cant remember what i dream.
f&n was a joke!
especially GCR, ms ang and racia!
laugh non-stop! HOHOHOH~
went band. didn't manage to play saxo. :/
dinner outside.
jasen's treat to swensen!
^^
nope, i don't hate you.
but you make me believe that there is no true love in this world.
i think, i do miss you.
intensive mtl and oral communication in school today.
IT IS SERIOUSLY A WASTE OF TIME LA.
oral com is like go lab blow aircon only. joke much?
f&n, im wasting my time too course waiting for her to check~
if i can, i will definitely grab the chance to talk to you.
you can blame me for being selfish.
but i really really need you.
i don't care if you have her.
i just need you in my life.
stay, will you?
yeahyeah~
did cooking today, and i manage to finish this two dish within 1h30min!
hahah shown improvement lehhs.
gna make congee and prata tmrw!!
(:
i want, my past back.
you proved to me, that there isn't real love in this world.
results are back, expect for biology. GONECASE.
flunk my english and humanities.
english: 45/100
humanities: 49/100
maths: 57.5/100
chinese: 66/100
f&n: 63/100
poa: 65/100
like gosh. gna buck up for prelims and Os!
i realise i do still look into our past.
its the bits and pieces with you that i miss the most. ♥
i think i miss you.
gosh, im really turning crazy.
wtf is wrong with me?
im the one who let go, yet now feeling uder guilty and remorseful!
and ya, you, i really cant stand you anymore.
especially getting to know that today is the 16th!
seriously someone, kind souls out there, WAKE ME UP PLEASE!
celebrate my birthday at douby today.
guys lan and girls went shop!
sim treat us for ben&jerry! :D
did some stalking too at plaza sing!
received perfume as a present.
oh man! how am i gna use it?
feelings change, but memories don't.
he ignores you, but you like him;
he does nothing, but you fall for him;
you miss him, even though you know he has never thought about you.
♥
oral tmrw, then birthday celebration!
hope it is a good one yeah!
不想在推测了。
累了,服输了。
喜欢一个人,是不需要理由的。
不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有。
exams and birthday just pass.
feeling so relax now!
gna chiong my drama from now on! (:
出尔反尔?
i thought you say we can still remain as friend?
then yesterday?
how nice. friend cannot wish uh!
fuck.
i dont think you will remember my birthday tmrw.
If two past lovers remain friends, it's either someone is still in love, or someone is still hoping for a second chance.
2more days of paper to go, and im done!
and today was the 1st time i screwed my biology! SERIOULSY DAMN IT! :/
watching ''点解阿Sir系阿Sir'' now!
its like super funneh la CHENHAO SUPER CUTE~
你真的爱上她了。
went studying with tian at mos burger.
apparently noone chase us out.
was i just an option?
just finish watching the elections,
and yeah,
PAP 81 SEATS AND WP 6 SEATS!
damn like seriously.
went beiting house and study ytd.
gna go library study with tian later in the afternoon too~
well,
i guess,
you regretted,
didn't you?
maths paper 1 and comb. history.
gna flunk hist hard too! cause my english isn't that good.
and for maths, i didn't realise there was formula for radii infront. :/
sumo house with sy, gw and jy, then headed home.
it's always the case when,
things got better,
and the next thing you know,
they're leaving you.
just came back suffering from my ss and chem paper.
gone flunk chem this time round, BIGTIME.
still have to continue this for like.. ONE MORE WEEEK.
h a t e e x a m l o a d s !
somehow, somethings DID teach me not to look back and move forward.
and i guess, it's really ending for now.
how great??
someone told me something,
which i just can't thinking, about you.
totally doesn't relates to me anymore.
past, stop touching on my shoulder.
i guess, it's really fading.
i can't seems to remember every single details when i'm with you.
its like, those memories which have been in me for so long, suddenly all gone?
how can this ever be possible.
tell me, you are not gone, never will those memories be,
will you?
♥