Cause its always a new year together with the SWAGS. 

We said bye to Year 2012, 2013 and 2014 together.

So i swear 2015 has been a bad start for me. 

Well it was gonna be well after all.

2015 will be a year full of changes. Should i go to university instead of working immediately? Should i go apply for that burden scholarship? I really dont know.

This year's countdown is similar to 2012's countdown... Someone joined....

And i dont know to be happy or sad about it.

Yes im happy to see him as my friend.

So our whole countdown we spend time watching "the interview" and also played bridge.

I even sat beside him to 'help' him with bridge.

Even took his pouch to see what is inside. Apparently his pouch is blue too.

I can confess that i have that butterfly feelings even when people are still making fun of us when its already been so long. LIKE HELLO, SINCE SEC 2 MAN GIMME A BREAK.

But im sad, really sad.

Im sad that the fact that he have not change.

The fact that im still the one starting the conversation ever time we talk.

The fact that im always taking the first move.

But i guess all these states that he is long over me yeah..

And i really do not know what to feel now.